I think I might be a little angry…
So many things are ruined/messed up now.
Who am I supposed to watch Supernatural with? Or Grimm?
Who’s gonna go dancing or play pool with me?
Who’s going to get goosebumps at my touch? Or touch me?
Who’s going to tell me how beautiful I am? Or how great my singing is?
And I was getting back onto birth control for you. Now, what’s the fucking point?
So you barely talk to me for a week, break up with me in the same month I was dumped a year ago, tell me you need time to get over your ex… and yet here you are, friending her on facebook. WTF?!?!
May 2011 - bf of 3 years breaks up with me… May 2012 - bf of three months follows the same suit?
I am 95% sure that after tomorrow I’ll be single. Again. In May. Again. The other 5% is me having hope, and the fact that he texted the other night to tell me he loved me after having a nightmare.
I have no idea what’s going on really. It’s only been three months but it seems longer. He also seems to not quite be over his ex. Granted there wasn’t much time between him and her, and he and I. Seems like something he should have realized, right? Maybe gone a little slower with jumping into a relationship with me? Yeah, I think so too. But of course, now I’m in love with him. So it hurts that he may not want to be with me. Which I’m pretty sure is the case since he’s barely speaking to me as it is.
Today, I’ve only heard from him once, and it was only in response to something I sent him. Other than that, nothing all day. Yesterday was almost as bad.
We’re supposed to talk tomorrow. I’m anxious.
愛: Last Dance. →
I’m supposed to be your baby,
You’re supposed to be my love,
We’re not supposed to fall apart,
We used to fit together so perfectly.
Now I don’t even know why you keep doing this to me.
You’re all I want.
All I care about.
And if I’m not,
Why can’t you just tell me, without torturing me,…
If this ends… I’m done with guys. For a while. And watch out for the bitch.
You never get on Facebook. And the one day you do, after we’ve had a fight, it’s to say something on one of my best friends’ status?!?! This is not okay with me.
